Cadmium– a known carcinogen. It damages the brain, kidneys and liver. Cadmium is used in non-corrosive metal coatings, storage batteries, pigments, and bearings. Methyl Ethyl Ketone (MEK) – depresses the human nervous system, irritates the eyes, nose and throat. MEK is used in solvents. I’m jealous. I wish I could justify the cost of a custom made outfit or lie in a vacuum bed without feeling self conscious about myself. My outfits include a lot of leather and latex but also I can do sessions in just normal clothes as well. If you’re a dom people think you’re in PVC or leather all day, but we’re normal people as well.

In fact, my angry, middle-aged father would’ve probably fitted in with his penchant for ‘the slipper’ whenever me and my sister stepped out of line. Butyraldehyde– this chemical affects the lining of the lungs and nose. It is used in solvents and resins. It is a powerful inhalation irritant. It might be because they’re nervous but if they don’t react, it makes it harder for me to work out their mindsets. What would make you stop a session?After this I smoked regularly with my mother in the house and outside, although my father didn't find out that I has started smoking until I was about 16. I'm not sure how much my mother realised how much of a sexual experience smoking was then (and is now) for me but she I know she enjoyed me smoking with her and often sharing a cigarette. Many times I had to go out of the room and wank off after my mother and I had been smoking together. I still regret not forcing the issue and telling my mother how I was feeling. Maybe she was aware of my erections which smoking with her caused and I did my best to try to cover up. She never seemed to mind.

Another interesting development, is that often she will go out on her own and have a cigarette even if I don’t join her. In addition in October the weather was just dreadful. Rain or snow she put her coat on and was out there puffing away. Another great sign. Someone who gives a lot of reaction in a session, it’s always good for a mistress to get a reaction from a session because you’re more inclined to know if the sub’s enjoying it, a reaction is a must! It’s obviously important that they enjoy it. And obviously someone with the same interests as me. And who are the worst type of customer? In the medical room – where, to be honest, not much was going on, apart from the odd medical dummy getting a good feeling up – I meet US-based professional dominatrix Mistress Dee. It’s not proper BDSM, it’s psychological abuse. If I remember rightly there was a time where she even used the safe word which he took upon himself to ignore. In the real world of BDSM this is a huge no no!! It takes it to another level. Are there male dominatrix, like Christian Grey?I love to this day seeing Cathy with a cigarette in her hand, and smoke wafting from her mouth as she speaks to me. I love the smell of cigarette smoke in her hair as I cuddle her. But what I love the most is her utter dependence on cigarettes, her lust for the smoke and her surrender everyday to the forbidden fruit. Even though Cathy frequently says she should stop, I don't think she ever will. Like myself, she has come to depend on the comfort of her cigarettes. Cathy suits being a smoker - it helps her to deal with the stresses and anxieties of life - it gives her something to hold and to commune with. Smoking a cigarette accentuates her femininity - she is my smoking goddess. Sponges can be washed in cold water, using a little soap, but must be thoroughly air-dried before reusing. Should be stored away from sunlight. Last night, she had a cigarette before we went to bed, and was doing long drags and blowing the smoke upwards so she could watch it exit. She looked like she was enjoying herself. Enjoying the tactile aspect of smoking.

Chromium– known to cause lung cancer. It is used in wood treatment, wood preservatives, metal plating and alloys. Those involved in welding have the greatest risk of exposure. Famous Cigar Smokers – Hermann Hesse German novelist and poet who was awarded the Nobel Prize for Literature in 1946 – 25 rare photos 2020-08-20Also, although I like the subtlety of matte rubber, the sight of a person in beautifully-polished rubber is very nice. My self-confidence was so low and I was desperate for him to want me, I was willing to do anything to keep him and make him happy.