Since I do not have any memories, I cannot tell you the rest of the story from my perspective, but I can tell you what I was told by Ian and by my parents and it is terrifying. Here is what I know:

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I awoke to a pounding headache, ratty hair, and clothes that I did not put on myself on New Year’s Day, with no memory of the night before. I rolled over, as I winced in pain to ask my husband, who was laying beside me with puffy, red-rimmed eyes what happened the night before. Everything was blankand I automatically knew that I had been drugged on New Years Eve.

My goal in writing this is to spread awareness because it has an important message to share and it needs to be heard, especially with New Years Eve coming up at the end of this week. The effects of Rohypnol can be felt within 30 minutes of being drugged and can last for several hours. If you are drugged, you might look and act like someone who is drunk. You might have trouble standing. Your speech might be slurred. Or you might pass out. Ketamine is very fast-acting. You might be aware of what is happening to you, but unable to move. It also causes memory problems. Later, you might not be able to remember what happened while you were drugged.” The Gangbang Barbecue with My Husband and His Friends (Every Hole Filled by Thomas, Alex, and Robert)

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Some of the effects that these drugs can have on you are loss of muscle control, difficulty with motor movements, problems talking, nausea, vomiting, loss of memory, loss of consciousness, confusion, dizziness, low blood pressure, problems seeing, tremors, sweating, slow heart rate, dream-like feeling, distorted perceptions of sight and sound, out of body experiences, feeling out of control, problems breathing, convulsions, numbness, aggressive or violent behavior, slurred speech, coma, or death. After throwing up more in the bathroom, Anita and Ian had to bathe me. I was covered with blood, sweat, dirt, and vomit. This is something that I am honestly glad I don’t remember because what 25 year old woman wants to be unable to bathe themselves? I was fighting them the entire time, they say. After bathing me to the best of their ability, they got me dressed. I cannot even imagine what was going through my dad’s head outside of the room. Probably pure panic, not knowing what was going on. Please, please, please learn from my mistake and be alert, no matter where you are or what you are doing. Do not take your eyes off of your drink, do not trust people that you barely know, even if you think they are okay, and please do not think that it won’t happen to you. I made the mistake of thinking that I was in a small town, where nothing bad happened, so I let my guard down and did not watch my drink. Learn from my mistake and just be careful. I awoke to a pounding headache, ratty hair, and clothes that I did not put on myself on New Year’s Day, with no memory of the night before. I rolled over, as I winced in pain to ask my husband, who was laying beside me with puffy, red-rimmed eyes what happened the night before. Everything was blank and I automatically knew that I had been drugged on New Years Eve.GHB takes effect in about 15 minutes and can last 3 or 4 hours. It is very potent: A very small amount can have a big effect. So it’s easy to overdose on GHB. Most GHB is made by people in home or street “labs.” So, you don’t know what’s in it or how it will affect you. In the bar, we found a group of people our age. We chatted with them and found quite a few similarities in our jobs and lives in general. We had a good time getting to know them. There were a few other people around us, but I didn’t pay them much attention at all. I don’t know why I let the groom go farther than he was supposed to but I guess I was a bit turned on so I let him touch me and grope me and even participated in the pretty definite overstepping of my boundaries Most people do not know the facts about roofies, or what the drugs really do to people. In addition to that, most people have no idea how to tell if someone has been drugged, or how to react or what to do when someone tells you they were drugged.