Going Through Trials with God: 7 Lessons Learned Through Shaken Baby Syndrome

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First, I want to mention a statistic. According to restoring hearts counseling, 77% of Christian men between 18-30 years old look at pornography at least monthly. 36% of those men view it on a daily basis. I knew what passive income was at that time, and I found myself regretting not having it. I don’t want a situation like this to happen to you, which is why I’m speaking up about it and sharing my own story. I replied ‘No! I don’t want to see her that way.’ Something told me to go. As I walked into the room all I can remember is seeing white except for her tiny blue hand that was bouncing up and down as they were doing compressions. I wanted to just lie down and die with her. Courtesy of Sierra Hunt A big cause of self-pity is when we focus so much on what is not there, that we can’t see what IS there. Feeling sorry for yourself can produce harmful results. Here are a few ways you can help yourself defeat self-pity: She was discharged after 4 weeks and I was given custody of both children. DCS had asked both me and the father to take polygraph tests. I finally began to come out of denial after I was told her father failed his. He has never confessed to anything, but DCS investigators fully believe he shook her. The investigators told me they believed he was not acting right after they had told me, ‘we think you hurt your daughter,’ and I burst into tears and cried, ‘there’s no way, I would never hurt her!’ The investigator said, ‘I am sorry I had to do that to you, that is how we expect someone to act when told that, and your husband isn’t acting how we would expect him to.’

I was in denial of what happened to her. I argued with the doctors saying, ‘there is no way she was injured.’ I researched day and night trying to figure out what ‘really happened’ to her since there wasn’t a confession. After Christa passed away, my older daughter and I struggled with my husband being away at work for 12 hours at a time. He worked in health care and had no other option but 12 hour shifts where he worked.My daughter was on life support for two weeks. The doctors told me she would most likely never come off of it, and if she did, it wouldn’t be during her first try. She came off of the vent her first try after being on it for two weeks. They also told me that she would most likely never move or open her eyes. After a few weeks she opened her eyes and began moving her arms and legs some. Howell Photography If you’re interested in any of the 3 income streams that I mentioned, comment “streams” or send a text to 865-456-1501.

This life of being single mom to a shaken baby survivor is tough, but she is a fighter and she wants to live, and I will always be fighting right beside her. One thing I would like for people to get out of my story is, if you are in a relationship with someone who has been abusive towards you mentally or physically, never leave them alone with a child. Especially if there is a possibility they may be under the influence of something. I have my ideas about what happened to my daughter, but the reality is I may never know for sure other than what doctors and investigators tell me.”

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It doesn’t make it right, but our culture has normalized viewing pornography, and most men started viewing it at a young age. The problem with pornography being normalized is by the time someone wakes up to the fact that it’s wrong, they’ve already become addicted. If you’re considering starting another income stream, who can help hold you accountable so you don’t quit when it gets hard? I made the decision to start building passive income. I had no idea how, and maybe you’re in that same boat.