Why: my dd is getting married this summer and I'm trying to read all of the interesting books on her shelf before she cleans out her possessions and moves far away. Between the ages of 5/6- 8/9, my sadistic narcissistic step-father and his father at first forced me to have sex with them and other men in my step-father’s bedroom.

With tears draping his face, he looked up at me in a puzzled and complexed manner and asked: “Was I such a bad person? This is the outcome of many years of trying to not be yelled at for being upset and essentially drowning it out in the night while making sure nobody hears. Half way through the the book i couldn't read anymore because of how truely heartwrenching and depressing it was, that i had to put it down and i ended up putting it off and avoiding it for about three weeks. I simply do not want to believe that humans are capable of inflicting that level of pain and torture on anyone, especially children.I couldn’t risk breaking her heart, especially after living through 2020 as an only child in a home with just two adults who took quarantining very seriously. As I sat there completely numb and in shock, I was greeted by the very pregnant nurse and told that I was all set and good to go. I watched the tears roll from his eyes and down his face as I sat in the chair beside him, looking in on the scene, as a spectator; I felt the pain in his heart, as his aged appearance gave room for pity.

I was trying to get through it, but it was killing me emotionally and mentally by the viscous, horrific, deplorable acts within this book and that's only mentioning a few of the choice words that come to mind up front. He has set up a service on the internet to help children like himself to find assistance and is a spokesman on behalf of all abused children, particularly those who fall into the hands of the organised criminals who create internet pornography. These are a departure from her usual writing style, but very good, if you like fiction set in the old west.Then, when it moved into the garage it was usually one or the other and just two other family members. However, the bereavement marked the resumption of physical violence from his mother throughout his childhood and also the start of a catalogue of sexual abuse from his de facto stepfather, two siblings and a succession of other pedophiles, some known to the family and others, at the height of his abuse, in an organized child porn ring. However, none of that helped, it couldn't bring Baby D back and none of it could mend my broken heart. I better understand the types of horror the disruptive, violent, problem children may actually be facing in their home life. Images Donate icon An illustration of a heart shape Donate Ellipses icon An illustration of text ellipses.